Thursday, May 12, 2005
damn it.i woke up at 620am.im late!!.shit.oh shit.i got exam.oh my god.i bath.all.tat.siap2 kelang cabut.reach the bus stop at 7am.lucky caught the bus.reach yishun interchange bout 715.diyana all when to skoolz already.lucky there amela.if not i go alone.hahaha.neway d&t paper was quite wokiez.most of the question came out from o level book.damn it i noe i read tat stupid book.but i did answer most of the question.wish me luck so tat i would pass.
yesterdae go causeway point.buy my home stuff at courts.i sae rizuanna bro.he stare2 people onlie.cocok mata kan baru tau.tan after buy the stuff.when down the escalater.sae my work frendz.the one who use my shoe.wanted to smile at him.but ako buat muka kerek.so bad siak me.
neway yesterdae saw soo many stuff tat i wanna buy.so bad my mum didnt let me buy any.since i bought the baju already.buy me tat seluar lah!.nice you noe.later i treat you with i got my pay.pretty please.haha.but too bad she would fall for it.
broken;;
10:08 PM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
damn im still sick.hate the irritating cough.when the hell im gonna be wokiez.when.oh.when.oh.when.lalala.neway yesterda received a letter from my dad.got his pictures too.i MISS HIM so much!!!!oh daddy when are u coming home.i miss talkin to you.i miss your nagging.i miss cooking with you too!!!!i reali reali miss you soo much.still long for november.haizzz.my dreamz wont come true.my dad doesnt allow me visit him in china.haizzz.coz he sae december veri cold.and he noe i cant stand the coldness.fine.but i will go on march holidae.i dont care.i go means i go.
skoolz.exam.i soo pissed with myself.i study the wrong cahpter for geography.how could i.damn it.few marks would be gone.oh no.oh no.oh no.i hate it.now i wont be get high high mark.stupid me.physics was wokiez.not tat difficult not tat easy too.maybe i pass.maybe i wont pass.hey it me.i dont mind if i fail science.i totally hate it.after skoolz when lepak kat luar mac donal with suzia.nana.mash.zaidi.tapu.they smoke2.i sit drink my coke float.nice.wanna more.but no more monet to buy.hehehe.got home about one.now doing nuthin.fucking bored.oh yesh.got something to do.im gonna read my book.hahah.yeshyesh.later kondae kene anatr balik already.
broken;;
11:19 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
i screw up my math and chemistry.i noe i should go skoolz.coz of tat stupid fever i cant think.and somemore the headache come.now i wont get a1 for my math.and my movie ticket for chemistry would be GONE!free movie TICKET somemore.how stupid of me.why lah must i fall sick when im having my exam.WHY!WHY!WHY!.
neway juz now called up my work place to check when i would be workin.suppose tomorrow im workin but i already told mus tat im taking a week leave as my exam ar tiz week.and they change for me to fridae.saturdae.ans sundae.end of tiz month im goin kl.from 27 to 31 or may.yepz.yepz.with my family.so i would be takin leave again.damn mus gonna kill me for taking so many leave.
neway few daes back ajai koll me.asking for patch.till todae he keep pestering about OUR past.and i hate it.i hate it.stop asking for patch and talking bout the past will you.it already good enought tat im beeing frendz with you.after ONE YEAR you left me.and out of the blue you called me back.damn wat with tat.wat you still in love with me.go to HELL.after wat you did to me.no i wont take you back.i wont patch things up with you.HELL no i WONT.
broken;;
10:47 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
todae i veri tired go to skoolz.but hap to as todae go exam.social studies and math paper1.social studies paper was quite easy.all the stuff tat i memorize.math paper1 was quite easy too..expect few question.
neway after skoolz when meet idris awhile.go study at his house.damn he gurau veri ganas seh.fine2 should bet with him in the first place who get more blue black.yesh.yesh.i amit im the LOSER.yesh yesh LOSER.haizzz...look at my hand now.soo uglt.with ur teeth bite.and all ur pinches...pain u noe.u noe me gerl.where can play lky tat rough2...veri unfair...
broken;;
2:35 AM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
it sundae.i been sick for few daes now.and it getting worst.damn.todae stay home and study.yesterdae work till 12midnite.yesterdae i had no rest and i didnt even have anything to eat.it such a busy dae yesterdae.so many orders.yesterdae do make with alif.first tyme do with him.always do with the girls onli.it was tiring dae yesterdae.neway before i wnet to work went out with diyana awhile,she follow me go take the injection.tan we had out luch at bk.she treat me as i neber bring any money.tan we when wld.walk2 here and there.
broken;;
2:21 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
i donne weather to believe him or not.or it was juz a stupid joke he made up.he juz confess to me tat he lky me.yeah rite who would ever fall in love with a fat ass lky me.damn he did go to the same skoolz as me.yesh hemy sec one frendz.i didnt even had a reali converstation with him before.onli sae hello and goodbye to each other nothing more.and out of the blue he tell me tat he love me.damn it must be a joke rite.it should be.
broken;;
2:27 AM
Friday, April 22, 2005
it fridae!!at last.been so tired and sleppy in skoolz.i juz need some rest.this weekend gonna be long week for me as i wont be going to skoolz on mondae and tuesdae and wednesdae.maybe haven made up my mind yet.mon got 2.4km to run.veri lazy.keep failing by 1min.no thkx tues and wed go it.lazy.boring.and dont wanna noe the prevert there.still remeber last yr i went.i have no peace of doing my bisness inthe toliet.i cant even pee!!!they keep buzzing in the girl toliet.tan when i walk pass them.they ask me to follow them in the boys toliet.think wat im a bitch.hell no im not.
broken;;
2:31 AM
Broken
Doll
by aZimAh
I am a broken
doll,
Average I am no
more,
On the out side I am
perfection,
But
my heart is bruised and sore.
They call me
broken doll,
Because of my
broken heart,
My heart
broke long
ago,
And now it’s in
two parts.
The only visible sign of
hurt,
Is the sadness in
my eyes,
No one
knows how I feel,
My
smile is my disguise.
I am
a porcelain doll,
With a
very broken heart,
My
thoughts were weapons that
broke it,
Now
it’s in two parts.
So
sweet looking on the
outside,
But inside angry
and sore,
Why must I
watch such
tragedy,
Everyday hour by
hour.
Placed here on this
window sill,
Looking
down on the city below,
I see
all the madness and
misfortune,
The city has
for show.
Old
ladies being muggers and
battered,
Children
being shot,
Men
sleeping in cardboard
boxes,
In
empty parking
lots.
Inside my tears are
falling,
Continuously
non-stop,
My broken
heart gets heavier,
With
every single drop.
Inside my
broken
heart,
Is swimming in my
tears,
For its thinking
of the tragedy,
I’ve
witnessed through the
years.
I
am a broken
doll,
Who’ll be broken ever
more,
On
the outside I am
perfection,
But my heart is
bruised and sore.
aZimAh
