Monday, December 27, 2004
semlm had bloody fun at the wild wild wet....damn it..i not goin to take the SIDE UP ever again!!!!....tats is the place i feel lky i gonna die....at first i see ppl take it..wow...bestnyee...
tan i q up lah...with busu.....when it my turn...i had second though to back out...but i still clim up the stair....after tat it our turn....damn it when i sit...i sae eh jap2...jgn tolak...tk jadi...ar seram ar....tan the life guard sae...bismillah..tk der aper2....i noe my face are fucking pale....busu told me sooo...my heart are beating soooo fucking fast....damn it can i get out...no!no!...dont push me...to late...i was flying off...my hand dah mcm nk terlepas....seh..my body are lky goin off the boyah.....i shout sooo the loud....i noe...it veri loud...but it soo fuckin scary!!!...oooo..i noe i'm do afraid of heigths......but tiz is much scary tan anything thing i take ride in any of the them park....oh my god...after dah habis....i wanted to stand but i cant...but when i stand damn i feel sooooo the pening....i fall down....awwww...the lifeguard soo cutez!!!....help me up...hiyoh...i reali2 not ever goin to take tat again....but the waterworks...soo the borin....the slide soo the slow..no fun!!!...dont lky..but the best of all is the ular la...damn it...tats is the most fun of all....weeeee...the lifeguard kat side up..was there..and told me dont shout tat loud again..ekekek....he laugh..i sae eh maner leh....ride tan keep quiet no fun lah...but juz now tu kat side up..tu seram lah..mesti jerit......he laugh..and push me off...and there we goo....and i shout again....i bought the pic kat ular la....$12.90.....yepz...take tat ride many times...and i bought the nice pic wkakakakak....semua asik amik pic..muka ako yg paling clear...wakakkaka.....but there one time i soo bad.....nearly make busu and nurul drown....at the wave pool....the both sit at one boyah...and i'm the one who push them....and i when to the deepest...near 1.6m....and after tat i push them off....with out tellin them....damn it i though busu noe how to swim...i donnoe who to save nurul or busu....wokie.z.i take nurul first...tan i wnet to busu..the lifeguard nearly goin to jumpa off...but i told him no need.....pull busu to the other side....let her breath...damn it her face sooo the merah.....her face of panic....i also panic.....how i noe she dont noe how to swim!?!??!.....she never tell me seh.....haiyoh if nurul i noe lah..she dont noe......hoiyoh2.....after she go....i and nurul..she hug me and ask me to bring her to 1.6m...soo i bring her lah....she hug me.....i hate her for sengajah touch my boobs!!!...until the lifeguard saw...and make a shock face...damn it lah her....bdh tol..make me paiseh jeh...make me lose my water face lah u!!...wakkaka...but reali lifeguard semua handsome!!!.....nice to view at waakkakak.....but all is veri friendly..i lky....ekekke..all leh buat ckp2..ader satu tu hiyoh..mulut soo the jahat....sae the ride soo bloody scary..and leh jatoh..wkakakkaka....feel lky gonna box his face!!....wakkakaka....damn it noe...i soo fucking black....eh not black..tan...ekekke..but my hand..i dont lky..tooo tan!!!...hiyoh...but had real fun there....
broken;;
7:33 PM
Broken
Doll
by aZimAh
I am a broken
doll,
Average I am no
more,
On the out side I am
perfection,
But
my heart is bruised and sore.
They call me
broken doll,
Because of my
broken heart,
My heart
broke long
ago,
And now it’s in
two parts.
The only visible sign of
hurt,
Is the sadness in
my eyes,
No one
knows how I feel,
My
smile is my disguise.
I am
a porcelain doll,
With a
very broken heart,
My
thoughts were weapons that
broke it,
Now
it’s in two parts.
So
sweet looking on the
outside,
But inside angry
and sore,
Why must I
watch such
tragedy,
Everyday hour by
hour.
Placed here on this
window sill,
Looking
down on the city below,
I see
all the madness and
misfortune,
The city has
for show.
Old
ladies being muggers and
battered,
Children
being shot,
Men
sleeping in cardboard
boxes,
In
empty parking
lots.
Inside my tears are
falling,
Continuously
non-stop,
My broken
heart gets heavier,
With
every single drop.
Inside my
broken
heart,
Is swimming in my
tears,
For its thinking
of the tragedy,
I’ve
witnessed through the
years.
I
am a broken
doll,
Who’ll be broken ever
more,
On
the outside I am
perfection,
But my heart is
bruised and sore.
aZimAh