Friday, February 18, 2005
juz reach home about 6plus...lisning to tiz dae & age....on the 16 i didnt not go skoolz...as i go sent my dad to the airport....damn i dunno why i was crying...guess i will miss him tat much..since tiz time he be back onli another 8 month more....tats is reali a long time...yeah it is...after sent him to the airport...follow my grandma go taamp mall...she wanted to buy shoes....after tat i go town..go taka....damn fund one shirt nice...but didnt buy as i hav no money....tan when home....
todae in skoolz miss lim didnt come...2free period....thouh todae got physic test...tan she neber come...watse my time onli go study....after tat got chem retest...as onli 1 person pass....*shake head*...i do reali hate science....as i neber pass it my secondary life....after tat got social studies....guite boring...teacher teach fast..tan got 15 min...i go sleep...seriously i was fuckin tired and veri he sleepy....after recess was math....hurry!!...mrs ambika not here to teach..she teach damn slow...i hate it...got quiz....yeppy...veri easy lah....after tat english got test....haiyoh why todae soo many TEST....i hate it...soo the hiyoh...after skoolz i go home with su take mrt toward bishan...as i was goin down there....i was in a hurry...as i though i was late....didnt want him to wait....oh meetin rino up...*shake head*...im soo confused bout him wather to trust watever he sae...coz he basterd me once....why the hell did i forgive him...hiyoh onli forgive wat..not as if i was together with him...reach bishan...call him up..i waited for him for 2ominutes...hiyoh...very the long siak....stupid he noe i hate waitin.....stupid him...go sit under blk for a while..talk2 tan go shop buy water...damn why todae soo the hot.....tan around 5plus lky tat when home..he sent me to the mrt....tan bye2 ...wakkaka..stupid him...one thing he wear wrong slipper...*laugh out loud*...he wear his sister one....wakkakaka.....hiyoh stupid ar u....
broken;;
2:17 AM
Broken
Doll
by aZimAh
I am a broken
doll,
Average I am no
more,
On the out side I am
perfection,
But
my heart is bruised and sore.
They call me
broken doll,
Because of my
broken heart,
My heart
broke long
ago,
And now it’s in
two parts.
The only visible sign of
hurt,
Is the sadness in
my eyes,
No one
knows how I feel,
My
smile is my disguise.
I am
a porcelain doll,
With a
very broken heart,
My
thoughts were weapons that
broke it,
Now
it’s in two parts.
So
sweet looking on the
outside,
But inside angry
and sore,
Why must I
watch such
tragedy,
Everyday hour by
hour.
Placed here on this
window sill,
Looking
down on the city below,
I see
all the madness and
misfortune,
The city has
for show.
Old
ladies being muggers and
battered,
Children
being shot,
Men
sleeping in cardboard
boxes,
In
empty parking
lots.
Inside my tears are
falling,
Continuously
non-stop,
My broken
heart gets heavier,
With
every single drop.
Inside my
broken
heart,
Is swimming in my
tears,
For its thinking
of the tragedy,
I’ve
witnessed through the
years.
I
am a broken
doll,
Who’ll be broken ever
more,
On
the outside I am
perfection,
But my heart is
bruised and sore.
aZimAh