onli one more minute i would be late.wake up at 610.tan bath all.siap2.go out about 645.late already i still walk slow2.tan when reach mrt.it terlepas had to wait for the other one.tantake bus.got down from the bus i was fucking fast.scared i be late.i onli i would come juz in tyme and i did.first period was english.do worksheer,tan talk2tan justin and husayn flirt with me.tan junhui sae eh why?he dont hap you flirt with them ar?since he not here.wow,you lky to take rugby boy onli ar.i sae eh idiot.s****** was my bestfrendz rite.but not anymore.so wat i use to lky him.eh where got flirst with tiz two little boy.i not even interseted in the m lah fucker.neway jzu wondering whey the fuck he talking bout him.see lah i happi forget bout him make me think back about him.damn i miss him so much.mr tan was back from he reserviced.i got scolede by him as i keep slepping in class..neways i pity husyan kene rejected 2 person straight.first was naza tan it was alamanda.eh u desprate for gerl ar??...hahah..pity u man...

haven been myself lately.im feeling moody.lonely.it lky eveyone hap no tyme for me.i miss my girlfrendz but they are always too busy for me either skoolz or their boyfrendz.and same goes to the guys.when out with ther girl.haizzz.i got no one to talk too.bout my feeling.bout everything.if onli my dad were here.i could talk to him.i miss him so much.it been 2 month since i see him. he wont be back till hari raya.tat veri long.tat would be november.miss him dearly.

neway i begining to cabut skool every week.and my mum dont even noe.tan when i go skoolz.i would be sleeping in class.im getting to my OLDself again.oh help me.i dont wanna repeat wat i done last year.and i noe why i been lky tiz.you the one who make me.if onli i didnt meet you in the first place.i wont be turning to my OLDself again.i try to ignore you.but i cant.i love seeing you.i love talkin to you.how could i end it all.but i guess i have too.you miss lead to my oldself.i dont want tat.i dont want to repeat wat have happen to me last year.gonna miss my hunny bunny.i noe you would be reading tiz.well im sorie.

it saturdae.didnt went out todae.suppose to follow faizal but turn him dowm as i thought my grandparent coming todae.but turn out they coming tomorrow.wake up at1030am.tan sit down in my room staring in the air.thinking.i also dunno wat i was thinking about.tan at 1230.had my luch.maggi mee.curry chicken.my mum didnt cook.she went out.around 1305h i clean up the house.vacuum all the room.tiz house is full of dust.after doing the house work.i go jemuh the baju.tan todae i got mood to clean up everypart of the house.after finishon.the phone rigs.it was amailna.talk to her awhile.damn i miss my husband.i miss you amalina!!..haha..the nonsen we did in class.miss tat old daes we had together.

gosh.i feel lky i didnt want to go to skoolz.so fucking tired.as usual when skoolz tan wait for my peepz.first two period was math test.base on trigometry.i totally hate tat chapter.if i fail i wont be suprised.but the test was fucking easy.after tat was geography.receive back our test paper.i got 10 out of 15.not bad.teacher sae it would be our ca1 mark..so i should be getting 67...tan it was physic for 2 period.didnt pay any attention as i was sms my friendz.hahaha....tan second period my frendz didnt rply.so i read my story book.tan it was recesss.couldnt help myself.i eat roti hotdog.gosh im on diet.stop eating will you.trying.after recess was d&t.first period was revising for the test.the next two do the test.i dont understand any of the bloody question.i onli did 2 of the the other 3 i leave blank.comfrim fail.tan it was pg.got our report slip.i was fucking excited.i pass 5 subject. 2 A1.d&t and math.d&t got 82.highesr amongt acad.tan math 88.second highest.i was suprised wat i got for my math.but my mly and science was bad.mly got 58 and science got 54 onli..sob..sob...i will do better next tyme...but happie with my math...*winkx*

oh my god!oh my god!why did he asked me lky tat.he called me and sae he wanted to ask something.i sae shot out.tan he sae later orang sebelah kau tau.i sae go write on a piece of paper.he wrote apasal kau macam tak suka ako kenal2 dgn dier.nie bukan ako sorang jeh relias kau nye attitude towards me.but everyone.tan i sae lah huh wat u mean but wat i sae in class bout her was true wat ape aper ako nk buat cerita pasal kwn baek ako?but it up to u nak caye he tak.ako the paksa.tan he sae.tak der ar kau mcm mara jeh bila aku tanya pasal dier.isae ako tk mara pon biler kau tanya.tan he sae aper biler richard kasi pic tu kat ako kau jerit kat ako.oh pic tu kan dlm wallet ako.mesti lah mara.entah dari maner korang dpt.tan suddenly he sae ako tau ape yang kau rasa.tan i was blur.didi masok campur and sae oh azimah jealouse..i sae otak kau babi.ako nk jealose uatz per bukan nye ako suka kat dier kan!!tan he juz smile and me and sae ako tau.i dunno wat to dae but i juz denied.i dont want him to noe.it will be a piece of a joke.even i hap to lky to my bestfrend.coz if i tell her.comfirm she will tell him bout it.i juz had to.sorie gerl.newway to so weird everyone seems to be staring at me.wats wrong??did i not zip my skirt?.but i did.did i wear red striking bra.i did.but i awlays wear striking bra.so wat...haizzz..stupid ppl.

been sick for few daes already.got two dae mc.stay home.getting bored.sleeping lky a pig these few daes.my sore throat getting better.onli the cough getting worst.while staying home read tiz book tittle.the child called it.juz finish reading it tiz morning.a very sad story.it about a little boy being abused by his mother.the mother treat him veri differently among his sibilings.the boy was not given food to eat.no new clothes.have to do all the housework.ALL.due to no food the boy hap no energry to do anything.he began to steal food in skool.and was caught.the mother beat him up.whenever his teacher ask him about his brusie he would sae he fall down the stair.tan one dae he was allowed to eat for few daes.he began to steal from stall and beg food from his neighboor.he was beaten up by his mother everydae.the boy could onli pray to the god.but hr began to give up hopes.even his dad could not help him.one dae he got help from his teacher.the police took him away.he was put in a foster home.story veri touch.i wonder if there reali a cruel parent lky tat would beat their child up.but the owrst part of the story is tat the boy was the mum make him nake and make him stay underwater for hrs.and his sibling bring theirt frendz up juz to critisize him.